Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Deviant Todd AntonsonMale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 11 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 23 Deviations 85 Comments 4,713 Pageviews
×

Newest Deviations

Literature
Paradox
Too much it flows beyond my sight
Tossing and turning fleeting yet staying
A Moment forgotten a chance realized
flowing and ebbing with each breath
Quiet silences filled with meaning
Yet nothing moves behind the scenes
The light aglow in the mists of the mind
A souls purpose realized
Twins of light and dark
Perpetual paradox eternally fleeting
The Moons gaze frosted upon the darkness
Smoke in the fog
Spoken Whispers driven in the night
A light so blinding it looks like night
Twisted fears and broken mirrors
a life without sorrow
led only for tomorrow
Life so short yet so drawn out
Stepping wrongly in every route
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
TempOneseven :iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0 Saenaeproductionone :iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Blood Fire and Demons
I lite my mind a fire for I've had enough of this Shit the taunts the anger the flowing pain of my life My mind Flows with bursting thoughts  of suicide and homicide .
Blood Pours from my eyes like rives fresh upon new land  .
The devil tells me to act but what's left of my soul tells me no ,
I feel my blood is boiling  in My veins , though My heart cold as stone untouched by love or affection .Fire decimates all it  touches the very essence of life lost to its burn .
Demons take up arms in my mind , a Dragon rips my insides apart the flesh from the bone taking pleasure in my dismay  . A blade through my back my eyes unaware of my nemesis. An Angel to cut my throat and drink of my freshly spilt life , Demons to dismember my soul of its light and love  feelings lost in a moment of rage forever spent . A light of hidden fire is reveled brighter than the sun forcing eyes away to the ever boding darkness  Darkness engulf
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Hidden Eternaly
Where is it ?
Hidden behind the stars ?
Behind the infinite black veil of Night?
What I desire is right though I shall never find it , for
I am damned with the loss of what I seek.
I look from place to place
From day to night forever in all places
Though I find sight of it in your eyes
Though not the same as I seek
It Grows pale and dim as I shall never find it, that which I seek
Kept from me always and forever So I feel so weak, but
I travel on into  my future so bleek
Looking for what never was and never shall be
Love for me.
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Needs a Title one
I wish I knew
why you say you will and never do,
why I am left waiting by the phone for a call to never come,
perhaps my time would have been better spent drinking some .
Pain cannot express,
what I feel I should confess.
Our love if true may still pull through,
yet it seems that I mean nothing to you.
I love with all my heart
Yet you seem driven to rip it apart
I will not say I hate you
I will not let my tears fall like our love seems destined to
I cannot stop what I did not start
The continued breaking of my heart
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 1 6
Literature
Regrets
A Door never opened a step never taken
A Love forever lost my heart forsaken
In dreams of time and fears realized
I see no light in my eternal night
Cloudless Nights yet no stars shine
A word said forgotten a touch remembered
A face lost and a kindness sought
Of hearts and hands no faith remains
A whispers screamed in echoes unheard
a fire lite that never burned
All this a life ever wasted
never with purpose or need
Seconds lost never to be reclaimed
a Life remembered and not lived
for the past cannot say good bye
and I cannot say hello to another day
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 3
Literature
Changing the world
A feigned dream without a seam
A revolution past
fools unable to scream
To the flames they are cast
A dream betrayed
The Endless nights hail
The Revolutions raid
The Kings fear a forgotten tale
All the heros dead
A tradgedy to avail
The Children without evening bread
The Cause lost
All thier heros are dead
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Replay
So much I want to say
So little I can do
A moment held forever in its sight
Alone with ones madness
The past burns through the mistrust
The pain, and  the lust
It Knows not what I have done
We never had a chance or choice
To see the end before the begining
Twisting in the eternal pain of a moment never seen
Forbidden was our destiny
So it remains unchanged
wishes and dreams
Discarded like all things
Now the past has come again
and so it will all end once again.
Washing ones eyes of the blood dried tears
Holding to our greatest fears
known not of our lives
To walk alone in the shadows of a timeless moment
Time taken from front to back
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 1
Literature
My Fault
Alone without love , surrounded in pain
Tears always flowing with no way out
fears always rising with out need
Tortured cries echoing in my soul
pain inflicted by my own hand
tears forced back by my will
sightless eyes seeing all the pain
my soul cannot hold much more
tears and pain fill its whole
images and words recrudescing
over and over again
Till the dam breaks
and my fears are realized
I am killing my soul.
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Your Mistake to make
You let go of a Friend
Someone who would have been there in the end
You couldn't see past your pride
You couldn't realize your own lies
Sure you're the one who's innocent
Everyone else is to blame
How fucking lame
Open your eyes
All you ever see are lies
Controlled by your fears.
Time to look with open eyes
You claim to be hurt yet where are your tears
Avoid the truth let it die
You gave up before you listened
Along with those friendships you let slip by!
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
The Painful Truth
Ages pass with darkness clear
My Deepest painful ever present fear
Alone in the Light  
shunned in the dark
Nothing lasts in my heart
A light extinguished lessens my sight
Though I go only at Night
I feel my hear leaping away
Frozen and shattered every day
It Fails no matter always to my dismay
I call it nothing and hide its name
from those whom wish to know my shame
my shame comes forth only to smite me
From person to person I see it upon them
Showing their glee and happiness free
though I cannot have it and never shall
I wish for it every moment of the day though my wishes washed away
in tears of sorrow pain and doubt
if only some one could let it out
my pain and loss would leave me be
and I then would feel free.
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
The Song of Life
The Songs of a silent mind
Holding to a Passive Pride
Joys that only start
are the echos of a broken heart
Life and pain, the only combination
I can know that brings trepidation
Life lets those whose pain is to great suffer on
A Joyful mistake
Each breath we take
While those who are content grow more so
It is our hearts that suffer
and our skin grows tougher
A soul lost in the moment
as others search for atonement
every second an opportunity
for Kindness in sorrow
before the end of tomorrow
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 1
Dreeh-Ehu ship The Rotrachu :iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 0
Literature
Evolved Lies
A Cold Laugh lost among the silence
A chilled stare among the crowd
none of it passes to my heart
All of it goes nowhere with me
I am beyond it all; the loss, the hate, the lust
all of it nothing more to my soul
my mind shuffled about with out the pain
my words cold and silent unheard by all
till its too late my warnings unheeded
yet all pass with their emotions but still I have none
for I am evolved beyond them
what a lie evolved beyond emotions
a lie to ones self a word lost resounding
love ....................................................
such a thing always repeating among the silence
in your heart and soul yet all the cold eyes know your lie
that cold laughter a mask to hide the word that pains you so
the word you sought for so long yet never attained
a constant lie to live to keep on with the charade
now let it all out and forget your lies and live with the open wound
the wound known as your heart let go of all the lies and go on.
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 1
Literature
That which is my Heart
My Heart lost in the dark
My eyes showing no fear
Though my soul trembles
I cannot understand this
A love a life a loss
A time and place that means nothing
to anyones heart but mine
a quiet spot amongst the crowed
a word not spoken resounding
Crushing all but silence
that holds me tight
a wonder of light
in the dark of night
A song with out sound
this is my heart
:iconNightmareSoulXX:NightmareSoulXX
:iconnightmaresoulxx:NightmareSoulXX 0 1

Favourites

Fuchsliebe :iconmohn-blume:mohn-blume 275 28 Tarot Devil :iconunodu:Unodu 813 17 Velvet Crowe :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 20,832 542 Asuna :iconprywinko:Prywinko 1,389 47 Death Note: Misa Amane :icontoshia-san:Toshia-san 350 36 Poison Ivy + Baby Groot / Elvgren Tribute :iconfantasio:fantasio 590 47 Legend of the Cryptids - Alruna :iconviccolatte:Viccolatte 1,551 36 Nightbreeze [C] :iconastri-lohne:Astri-Lohne 1,045 58 Big Door :iconkilartdev:KilartDev 2,156 49 The Trail :iconwojtekfus:WojtekFus 6,437 182 Wraithborne :icondropdeadcoheed:Dropdeadcoheed 271 12 One Eye :iconguweiz:GUWEIZ 7,050 111 ALTER_FGO :icongtunver:Gtunver 561 13 hades and persephone 3 :iconsandara:sandara 4,845 176 Violet_RoV :iconneoartcore:NeoArtCorE 2,227 37 Virgo :iconchubymi:ChubyMi 1,109 29

Activity


Too much it flows beyond my sight
Tossing and turning fleeting yet staying
A Moment forgotten a chance realized
flowing and ebbing with each breath
Quiet silences filled with meaning
Yet nothing moves behind the scenes
The light aglow in the mists of the mind
A souls purpose realized
Twins of light and dark
Perpetual paradox eternally fleeting
The Moons gaze frosted upon the darkness
Smoke in the fog
Spoken Whispers driven in the night
A light so blinding it looks like night
Twisted fears and broken mirrors
a life without sorrow
led only for tomorrow
Life so short yet so drawn out
Stepping wrongly in every route

deviantID

NightmareSoulXX
Todd Antonson
United States
Current Residence: Pueblo, Colorado
Favourite genre of music: Rock,Classical, Metal anything not country or rap
Operating System: Win 7 64bit Pro
MP3 player of choice: VCL
Wallpaper of choice: Anime
Skin of choice: Mine
Favourite cartoon character: Sokka
Personal Quote: Death only takes those who look away.
Interests

Journal

No journal entries yet.

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:iconcristianaleone:
CristianaLeone Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
Hi there! Thank you so much for the watch! :D Much appreciated! :hug:
Reply
:iconnightmaresoulxx:
NightmareSoulXX Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
Hello, you're most welcome your art is beautiful please keep it up.
Reply
:iconnightmaresoulxx:
NightmareSoulXX Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016
If you watch me I will be confounded on why you watch me and will run myself in circles trying to figure it out.
Reply
:iconsimhaart:
SimhaART Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Judy Hopps icon thank you so much for the watch!Heart Heart 

Reply
:iconyuuike:
yuuike Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Ahhhh thank you so much for the watch bby:iconmuahplz: I really appreciate it <333

If you like my art feel free to check me out on YouTube ,Tumblr , or Facebook  :iconasdfghbeeplz: //shamelessly advertises LOL
Reply
:iconcherryinthesun:
CherryInTheSun Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
THANKS A BUNCH FOR WATCHING AND SUPPORTING ME! :Chopper: 'Happy' 
Knowing that you enjoy my work means A LOT to me! Happy 

:icondancingchopperplz: bunneh icon3 :heartyfaint:

[WSMFT] One Piece of Aladdin by CherryInTheSun
Reply
:iconeeddey:
Eeddey Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!! :squee:
Reply
:iconnightmaresoulxx:
NightmareSoulXX Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015
You're most welcome, I am glade to watch an artist of your talent.
Reply
:iconeeddey:
Eeddey Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AKCat-blush (Acchi kocchi)  That is very kind of you to say. Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (Kawaii Jump) [V6] 
Reply
:iconfrancescabaerald:
FrancescaBaerald Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the Watch :+devwatch:!
:highfive:
Reply
Add a Comment: